Three sons of sorrow In your hospital room, Its noisy silence deafens Like thunder on a dune. Three sons of sorrow, Pills for getting numb, Insect doctors wait you, They'll never make a sound. Three sons of sorrow, Wine in artery, A sip of cherry cider For painless surgery. Three sons of sorrow On sleepy carnival, The face of disappointment Is sealed in your eyeholes. Three sons of sorrow, Coal antipathy, Groundless loathing causes Instinct sympathy. Three sons of sorrow On an apple hill, The children on the playground Are perfectly evil.

I think that sins... I think that sins are things Which made us human beings. I suppose... I suppose that nature Doesn't care of its children. And I still ask every day: Can Jesus be so cruel? And I still ask every day: Whose soul is beautiful? But the mirror tells nothing new at all... I don't regret That I put those bugs In a little box. I apologize But I don't really give a fuck that animals Are self-conscious too. And I still ask every day: Can Jesus be so cruel? And I still ask every day: Whose soul is beautiful? But the mirror tells nothing new at all... I prefer... I prefer thirteen instead of twelve And it's OK. I adore... I adore to govern and subdue With my middle fingers. And I still ask every day: Can Jesus be so cruel? And I still ask every day: Whose soul is beautiful? But the mirror tells nothing new at all...

You're in my flesh, And we invade into each other's rooms, You penetrate into my opened wounds, You come in through my mouth like burning fuel. We were born in blood And blood's the sky where we will ever fly, We're undivided and that's why we are blind But second sight whispers we're both unkind. I'm trembling like a star, I'm trembling like a gun, Trembling like the music in your house, Trembling like the music in your mouth, Trembling like the music in your mind, Trembling like the music in your eyes, Trembling like the music in your eyes, Trembling like the moon that's in your heart. I called you Snake, While I'm decaying your empire's getting strong, But you're the scum I hope in, you're impure, And all the songs you wrote I sing encore. We are the same flow And we still argue what both of us desire, Crime leads to an unexpected compromise, It's all because your rage always inspires. I'm trembling like a star, I'm trembling like a gun, Trembling like the music in your house, Trembling like the music in your mouth, Trembling like the music in your mind, Trembling like the music in your eyes, Trembling like the music in your eyes, Trembling like the moon that's in your heart. A tragic scene: What we find is never what we need, What we sell is never what we feed, What we dream about never exists. It's on your skin, That illness parasites on our hate, I must admit your weapons are so great And when I came to fight it was too late. I'm trembling like a star, I'm trembling like a gun, Trembling like the music in your house, Trembling like the music in your mouth, Trembling like the music in your mind, Trembling like the music in your eyes, Trembling like the music in your eyes, Trembling like the moon that's in your heart. I'm trembling like a star, I'm trembling like a gun, Trembling like the music in your house, Trembling like the music in your mouth, Trembling like the music in your mind, Trembling like the music in your eyes, Trembling like the music in your eyes, Trembling like the moon that's in your heart.

My own flesh — That's what I like to eat the most, Cotton lash — That's what I want to touch your ghost with, Show your breast — I'll bury your lungs in the backyard, Cut my hands And I will drink my blood for breakfast. I disrespect your peace, I disrespect your peace, I disrespect your peace, I disrespect you! I disrespect your peace, I disrespect your peace, I disrespect your peace, I disrespect you! Bend your neck you worm And crawl, and crawl, and crawl, and crawl, and crawl! Bend your knees you whore And suck, and suck, and suck, and suck, and suck, Bend your neck you worm And crawl, and crawl, and crawl, and crawl, and crawl! Bend your knees you whore And suck, and suck, and suck, and suck, and suck. No prayer, No skies, No lover, No pride, No sun, No stars, No moon, No fires. Murder! For your confusion. Hate! For your confusion. Love! For your confusion. Die! For your confusion. The prayer! The skies! The lover! The pride! The sun! The stars! The moon! The fires! The prayer! The skies! The lover! The pride! The sun! The stars! The moon! The fires! The prayer! The skies! The lover! The pride! The sun! The stars! The moon! The fires! The prayer! The skies! The lover! The pride! The sun! The stars! The moon! The fires!

Now silence is happiness, Speechlessness is might, My little pet's a witness Of my repulsive crimes. But silence is painful, My pet is dead and gone, It will be my sacrifice, I'll eat its flesh and bones. She tells me funny stories Lying to my eyes, She treats me like a lab rat Assuring that she's right Well, silence is cosy Like a lost home And if I was less crazy Id rebuilt my own Rome, Silence is lovely Like my pet's quiet moan, Listening how it breaths, What am I waiting for? She tells me funny stories Lying to my eyes She treats me like a lab rat Assuring that she's right Silence is the chains, My pet's a prisoner, I drew an insect doctor On a piece of old paper. Silence is the house For my personality, My pet is very clever And will not let me in. She tells me funny stories Lying to my eyes She treats me like a lab rat Assuring that she's right Now silence is a bath Full of dirty blood That spilled from my pet's opened mouth And from its healed wounds. Silence is an enemy Full of unspoken words That stuck on my pet's lips And in my unplayed chords. She tells me funny stories Lying to my eyes She treats me like a lab rat Assuring that she's right Silence is the ruins Of my pet's amusement park, Floating under the moon And singing like the dark. Silence is the garden Of my pet's insanity, She's gentle with its parent So let her fucking live! She tells me funny stories Lying to my eyes She treats me like a lab rat Assuring that she's right

I was the carpenter who built a hellhouse And then I threw my talent in its thirsty mouth, Now I hear animals applauding me, It means I have to cry and stand on my knees. Oh holy dissonance, Invert us all for our own good! Oh holy dissonance, Invert us all for our own good! I collected all my feelings in one folder, What a lovely day to be come your own holder! I wrote some bullshit and called it a shrift, I'm just a modest bitch who hides her deeper grief. Oh holy dissonance, Invert us all for our own good! Oh holy dissonanc, Invert us all for our own good! Oh holy dissonance, Invert us all for our own good! Oh holy dissonance, Invert us all for our own good! That's how I realized that I'm buried in time, Erased from the photographies I kept for my mom. Oh holy dissonance, Invert us all for our own good! Oh holy dissonance, Invert us all for our own good!

Pride has no love, Guilty and unveiled, The body itself Requires fame. I am just a teenage girl Tought by this pretty dirty world, Farewell the growing up, I am collectively dissonant. Love has no pride, Purity is fake, Absurd in blood Besots the brain. The masquerade stars in your puppet hearts, I cut myself and called it art, I'm an insect on your nerve, It's the collective dissonance. Scene is for sinners, To pray is to play, I got confused in my names, Got lost in things I crave. A double shot in my rotten head, I left a pus line in the sand, That thin needle I hold is the voice Of the collective dissonance.

I am lack of thoughts To say and excite you; I rely on the mask Of a conscious fool; I disappoint myself Like a cheap lipstick; I feel I'm a man of foil: A sparkling trinket. All I see is pretty faces I can never see again, Godspeed you, Queen of emptiness. I am exploding like a drug When you look at me, I'm intoxicated with your delight, I am self-crucified on the scene; I'm blindly violent to my body, Please all eyes on my sores! I am lack of love So I agree to be an object. All I see is pretty faces I can never see again, Godspeed you, Queen of emptiness.

Skin's on fire, Lips in blood, Instant dementia, Heart falls apart. Revelations Are the trump card, Teen agression — I'm out of mob! Concentrate, Stop going wild, Inspiration Never runs out. Dance like a spider Building its web, Unveil your body And paint it red. Calling all the dead I know To sing them the song of death they lost, Calling all the dead I know To sing them the song of death they lost, Calling all the dead I know To sing them the song of death they lost, Calling all the dead I know To sing them the song of death they lost. Afterparty In the bathroom, Just remember: She's coming soon. Painfully painless, Is it a disease? Whether I got neurosis? No, leave those fiddlesticks. Calling all the dead I know To sing them the song of death they lost, Calling all the dead I know To sing them the song of death they lost, Calling all the dead I know To sing them the song of death they lost, Calling all the dead I know To sing them the song of death they lost.

Before leaving she looked at her reflection in a small mirror. She reminded herself some one-song singer from the early 1990's: a young girl with a leather choker and vulgar makeup. She really liked her proper nordic facial features though she thought her strict sight may scare people. But she was sure she will be spectacular tonight. Look out or don't, She is always a big surprise, The crimson steam in her head Is a skeleton key To the secret doors in your heart. Deep inside she's corrupted and faithless, She's looking for twisted, unconscious & tender love. You crave her lips But she's forever addicted to her pink dreams. Now the damage is done, She's a tyrant for your shattered mind. We shall breathe alone, We shall breathe alone, She shall breath alone, We all shall breathe alone. She sighed slightly. A serious and sad woman who prefers old-fashioned suits and black music. He has just listened to Otis like they did in that Alan Clarke's film, "The Road". It couldn't help her though. Well, let's see, she doesn't even know who she is. Her mind is like a flood of water, and she always has a notebook and a pencil in her pocket to write things she can't understand later. When friends called her she was looking at her reflection trying to believe it's herself. Take care of your feelings and thoughts, She's a ruthless hunter. That crimson steam in her head Is the password that unleashes The mysteries of your pink dreams. Her reality's hallucinating, Her senses are always run faster than her vicious life. She is rabies That kills every man or a girl by one touch. We shall breathe alone, We shall breathe alone, She shall breathe alone, We all shall breathe alone. She got to the party unintentionally. Some guy invited her yesterday. Next day she couldn't even remember his face. His name was... The first letter was definitely "B" — and that's enough. She never knows where and with whom she will wake up tomorrow. When she looks at herself she see no one. Once she asked a boy if she's alive. Then he called her a fucked up whore and kicked her outside. People say she's beautiful but she can't even imagine what she looks like. The party was ordinary for her. Maybe it's for good. One wrong turn And you find yourself in a stranger's bed. The crimson steam in her head Is the thing that erases The line between life and pink dreams. Conceptions and names are false, She is the lord of word meanings, And you must obey her rules. She's disconnected and self-deconstructive, And you are just a scheme for her. We shall breathe alone, We shall breathe alone, She shall breathe alone, We all shall breathe alone. We shall breathe alone, We shall breathe alone, She shall breathe alone, We all shall breathe alone. We shall breathe alone, We shall breathe alone, She shall breathe alone, We all shall breathe alone.

A drop, A sip, You lied, I thought. You're tired, But you laugh, I led you To the woods. I'm just a Maniac slut, Obsessed and Borderlined. You died, I killed you, I am fallen, And pretencious. Another cup Of red tea, I stuck In dreams. Sleep paralysis Let me scream, You could be A medicine.